Lately, I've been really horrible with blogging daily. Yeah, I know, I've been bad, it's just, I've been feeling like crap, lately.

( In which Kiri rants about senior project and stupid people in her class... )
I can't wait to get out of Rhode Island... There's no way in hell I'm staying here for the rest of my days, hell no. I don't know where I'll go - just far away from here. Somewhere cold where it's not very hot, not ever, and someone where the economy isn't total shit (good luck with that, Kiri) and somewhere where... I don't know, somewhere better than phony Rhody, someone better! (Haha, I feel like I should break into a Disney song right now...)

Today I overheard someone talking about a full scholarship they got to Johnson and Wales, bragging that they could basically go to college for free. Why can't I get a full scholarship somewhere? Why do I have to worry about fianancial aid and Pell Grants and community college and transferring over to URI and blah, blah, blah... Why do I even have to worry about college at all? I'm tired of it. I just wish I could find somewhere to work and then work and then be done with it. That's what I want to do, anyway - that's the only way I'll be free of here, but I know it won't happen (will it happen?) Gah, I don't know anymore.

I've got too much shit to do:

1. Call freelancer. I need six more hours. Ask him also about signing the community service slip.
2. Look into applying to CCRI. Calculate total cost it'll take to take two years there and two years at URI.
3. Do I need a letter of recommendation for CCRI? I don't think I will, but if you do, tell your intern teach the truth.
4. Take notes for research paper, outline research paper, get five sources for research paper, work to finish it.
5. Start thinking about what you're going to put on your backboard for your senior project. Finish up SP speech.

ALL SENIOR PROJECT SHIT IS DUE ON DEC. 15. HOW IN THE HELL IS KIRI GOING TO FINISH IT ALL?!

Somehow, Dad got me to eat a fruit cup today. It was this cute little cup of fruits with pineapples, cherries and other assorted fruits that I can't even name inside - he randomly said it was really good so I should try it, so I did. God, fruits in fruit cups are slimy! It felt totally gross, just squirming down my throat, and the fruit juice was so sweet... That stuff is supposed to be good for you, but I guess I'm just not used to foods that don't have anything artificial or preservatives! Do fruit cups have preservatives? I don't know, but it made me feel like I just sucked a snail out of it's shell. My dad sort of grinned and was like, "It tastes good, right?" Haha, of course, totally yummy...

Okay, so I've finally come up with my finalized Christmas List! For someone who only gets games at Christmas, this is a very important occasion for me. Sadly, I don't think I'm going to get everything on this list, but that's cool; I'll still end up totally stoked either way.

( In which Kiri lists all the games she wants for x-mas... )

Okay so I'm also planning to replay a lot of games too, and actually beat some games that I have lying around that I've kind of just abandoned... I'm tired of being a gamer who starts a lot of games but rarely ever finishes any!  And I've never really replayed any game, except for Dragon Age but that's 'cause I wanted to see the different endings... So yeah, list time again!

( In which Kiri talks about games she wants to replay or finish... )

I also want to rewatch Advent Children, and watch Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within. I actually own a copy of both, 'cause I'm a frickin' lamer. I wish I owned Advent Children: Complete though. I mean, that's what you get for actually buying shit. All they'll do is just come out with a better and more advanced version that the shit that you bough. Lame. And I've never watched The Spirits Within - my uncle lent it to me a while ago and I never got around to watching it... No idea what it's about, too lazy the read the back. (Yesss, I'm a lazy ass, I know.)

Speaking of Final Fantasy, areyougame has posted up it's December prompts, and I'm tempted to take the Crisis Core/Advent Children crossover prompt that's due for Dec. 10th:

Crossover: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core/Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children: Timewarp AU/Crisis Core has a case of SHM - ”Sephiroth, you have to do something about them.” “Why should I?” “Because, apparently, they’re yours.”

Imagine the possibilities! Ugh, but I swore off fanfiction, but hell, what's wrong with fanfiction? It's just for fun, right? Right? Ugh. I don't know. I shouldn't even be worrying about that. My Pridea piece for the art trade between me and razzberree isn't even done yet - it's getting there, but it's not done. Get back to writing, Kiri! Stop goofing off!

Watching this video kind of inspired me to start playing more Final Fantasy games... Cheesy, I know, leave me alone!



( In which Kiri shows you a pretty sweet FF video... )