I'm such an idiot. There are so many things I have to do, and I'm not getting any of them done. I was supposed to finish writing the script for that Way to Go RI video today, but instead, I decided to write. And it's not like that's a bad thing or anything, because it's been ages since I've actually sat down and wrote something (no, I didn't write anything yesterday, I've been bad, I know...) but I need to get my priorities straight! My internship with my Latin teacher is what saved me from doing Spanish V, and it's totally ungrateful towards him to slack off and not get anything important done. I shouldn't even be blogging right now, either. I should just go and get it done, but I don't want to. I just want to watch anime and play video games and not give a damn about anything anymore.

In Latin today, we were supposed to write a Latin sentence to go along with the mosaic project we've been working on for ages now, and I totally just did a horrible job at it. When he came over to see our progress on our work, I couldn't even tell him what the direct object in my sentence was. And then he told be that the paragraph I wrote describing my mosaic was too "colloquial" and to go back and rewrite the conclusion paragraph. Until I looked it up, I didn't even have any idea what colloquial meant. I wasn't even aware that he expected our descriptions to be as formal as a paper, but god, whatever, I went and changed it, it's just so embarrassing to be corrected by him. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have a mentor or a "free period," so I really should be a little more sharp with my work, it's just not as easy as I wish it could be.

I've got a paper to do in Human Development and we're supposed to be working in groups. I was supposed to watch a movie and do a review on it, but I didn't. Neither did anyone else. A girl in my group was supposed to email me links to the research she did for our group to write the paper, and she didn't do it. I'm supposed to have typed up a list of achievements for my Latin teacher to write my letter of recommendation for college, but I didn't do it. Time is ticking, and I'm tired of it slipping out of my hands. I'm tired of not managing myself properly. I'm tired of being tired at myself. Tomorrow, I've got to just buckle down. It might be a little too late for me to work on that Way to Go RI script, but I'll get some work done on it today and see how it fares tomorrow. For everything else, tomorrow I start working on the things I've been procrastinating on.

Busy, busy, busy!

I saw this community somewhere on Dreamwidth that suggested to write down three awesome things that happened to you today, so let's try that out and see how it works! This might be a little hard, after all, today was a Monday... And you know how Mondays are, just horrible wretched days... But let's think positive! Three awesome things that happened today, go!

1.) Finding the time and inspiration to write something for the first time in a while. Seriously, how long has it been? And it's Pridea-verse, no doubt. I can't wait to start working on the rewriting process again this November, I plan to get some serious work done! Well, hopefully. Procrastinators, you know how we are.

2.) Watching Interview with a Vampire with my mom. Oh mannn, Louis is so smexy in this movie, you have nooo idea! The scenes with him and Armand at the end were so intense, I can't believe they actually got Brad Pitt to be as intimate with Armand (actor unknown, and I don't feel like looking him up) and playing so true to the novel. Yeah, I know, this movie's ancient, but it's the first time I've seen it. Makes me want to reread the book...

3.) Um... getting enough sleep last night? This morning was one of those rare mornings where I woke up and didn't feel like crawling back into bed. ... Lame, I know, but it's something, right? The goal is to try to go to bed a little earlier than I usually do, so I don't feel so damned groggy in the morning.